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----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Feeling sorry for myself. Well, tomorrow is my 40th birthday and bad things are happening here. The hubby and I, who, I thought had made it through a rough patch have landed ass over teakettle in the middle of another one. I'm thinking this is a total dysfunctional relationship that is unhealthy for me. I don't know if I can stay with someone who so very clearly cannot give me even the basic needs of love and affection. Someone who thinks nothing of saying the most mean things and then not understanding that words can cut way deeper than any kind of fist or knife or gun. But, I have three beautiful kids who I do not want to hurt. I also do not want my beautiful girls to grow up believing that this is the way a man who loves you more than anything should treat you. And I want my funny, cute boy to grow up to realize that his partner in life is his PARTNER and the love and support and encouragement whould flow both ways between you. You should be each others home. Happy Birthday to me. 3:05 p.m. - 2006-09-11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- what you missed - what you're waiting for | |
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